Making progress- no question

It's great to be interacting with my world. I drove down to Baltimore and spoke to Meg, Holden and Sophie on the way down and after my phone died I sang along to the radio. When I arrived I went to a bar with Seymour and Lois and I had a great time just hanging out. We played some bowling video game and had a couple of drinks and made conversation with random people in the bar. I had fun and I didn't care that I haven't heard from Edwin or Frances. When I looked in the mirror when I got back (I was wearing a black t-shirt and jeans) I thought that I looked cute- not fat, not thin but OK, casual and cute. I made lunch plans with Will and a Friday breakfast date with Holden as well as plans with Seymour and I am excited to hang out with Lois. It is really good to see her. It's good to be here. I brought a bunch of journal articles and I hope to get some work done as well and maybe I'll pick up a Gerald, I feel friendly and approachable and Lois does go out every night.
Day two of the diet- the day was fine, but driving down I totally wanted to cheat but I bought myself a water instead. Lois is a gym fanatic so i hope to go with her to the gym.
I'm really lucky, I have a great family and wonderful friends and I am able to study something interesting and meaningful (while my parents support me)- I have to remember that. I feel like I am starting to remember how much I have to offer. I'm fun and smart and focused and interesting and pretty and genuinely nice and sexy - I have to remember that.
I am planning an outing with the women in my rape advocacy training group- it will be good to reconnect with them.