Promises Kept

Emotional Landscape- pretty serene. Which is kind of odd considering how anxious I was yesterday. I don't know what was going on- it might have been school stuff as I hadn't realized that I have a history exam next Tuesday and I am completely unprepared for my stats exams this week (I am not that worried about stats as it is an open book test and if you don't do well on the first exam the second exam counts twice (as long as you do better on that exam- really you can bomb the class, ace the final and walk away with an A- obviously bombing the class and acing the final seems to be a risky proposition but as he doens't really teach the material, you have to teach it to yourself and that can be done at any point in the semester). I am not sure that the academics were really the source of my anxiety. I was having a really good morning - woke up early, got my coffee, took notes in class, met Carrie for breakfast, ran a subject in the lab and then when the subject left I started getting really anxious. It felt like my stomach was eating away at itself (I tried to calm it down with baked pita chips). I thought that I should go to the gym and get studying done so that I might relieve some of the anxiety. I ended up playing with my James, hanging out with my family and then walking on the beach with Arnie. I tried to get some studying done at Arnie's last night (was moderately sucessful- would probably have been more successful had I not been so tired- may have been tired from staying up with him until 1 am on sunday night and waking up at 6:30 on Monday). I slept over at his apt - which was nice and innocent. I am feeling a lot more relaxed this morning- of course Neuroanatomy starts in 10 minutes so that is bound to change. I have a date with Bernard tonight- we'll see how that goes.
more later