it is all random

I'm still in Baltimore and I am having a good time. Sadly, I didn't make it through day 3 of my diet - started fine and then after I gave blood (and was on the local news) I had a cookie (the real kind) and then well then it was all over and I haven't gotten myself back in check yet. I'm hoping that today is the day. So far, it's all good but that is because I didn't eat anything yet. I am totally feeling fat and just yicky. I haven't gotten my grade back from Neuroanatomy but my history of psych grade was posted - B. I really didn't think that I did that poorly on the final. I have to email him to find out what I got on the final - not that I think it will make a difference.
We went out last night to a lesbian bar. I had a really good time and I danced with a couple of girls. And I got a little bit drunk. It was fun especially since I am not hung over this morning.
i may get together with this guy I "met" on jdate who lives in DC. there isn't any long term potential there but it might be fun. I think I may be getting tired of the "no potential" guys but I'm not really sure. I am supposed to contact another jdate no potential guy when i get back to NY. I haven't heard from Edwin or Frances and I am not going to either. Do I want play or do I want to hold out to find someone I can actually date? i want to find someone to date but play can be fun too. I don't quite know. I should try to get some work done for the lab today and get some reading done as well. So far I have done very little productive anything since driving down-well I have hung out with Will and Holden and Lois and that is important to me. I really do love my brothers. I think that Holden thinks I am even less religious than I actually am but it seems to be all good with him. He drove us downtown to the bar last night and gave me his (well my parents) credit card to cover the tab.