Sunday, April 29, 2007

To Do Today

Maybe if I write it down I will commit to getting it done. We'll see if this works. I really need to read some if not all of the articles for my paper. Thus far I have read 1.5 of them. (I read one while I gave blood on Thursday night so I felt super virtuous ;)
I need to score test that I ran on Sarah last night. (I also have to write up report but as it is not due until Thursday at 7 pm I will be impressed with myself if I score it). I told Dahlia that I would help her move (and apparently I need to cheer her up as "hot guy" broke her heart. she left early when we went out on Thursday night so that she could celebrate his birthday with him) and I have dinner plans with Gracie at 6:30 in her apt. If I cleaned up my room that would be good as well. I guess best use of my time would be to clean up my room and shower in the hour and half that I have before I have to leave to meet Dahlia, hang out with Dahlia, park myself in some starbucks on UWS and read articles between Dahlia and Gracie and then score test after dinner. If I get to more articles after test is scored that would be great but I am not counting on it. At some point today or between classes tomorrow I have to review for the presentation that was postponed last week. Tomorrow I have to help out with poster presentation in lab between classes as well. After classes I MUST finish reading articles that I didnt finish today and at least outline my paper- which may not happen as I am on call for SAVI. I really hope that I dont have to go into the lab on Tuesday as I will have to write my paper and I have to rock this paper as the midterm in this class was less than stellar. I also have to write up report on Sarah for psychodiagnostics (thanks again sweetie for helping me- I so appreciate it) which is due Thursday and I have a date on Wednesday night. We are going to see a movie at Tribeca Film Festival (I also bought tickets to go see Last Jews of Libya next Friday morning and to see another film on Sat night before going to Jesse's party and then Dani's party-- if anyone is interested in going with me. let me know. I bought 2 tickets for each without any idea regarding who will come with me)
I know I haven't written in a bit and this post is just scheduling info but I have been pretty busy. Thursday I was in lab and then had lunch with Carrie and then had class. After class I went back to lab and had to run out in middle of a project (dont worry I completed it Friday am) to donate blood, then went to dinner with RLS (random lawyer set up) 2 from this past summer, and then to karaoke with Dahlia and Bjort (Scotty stopped by). Friday I was in the lab and then visited Jamie, Adam and Sophie and took Jamie on a walk (to the liquor store) and had company for Friday night dinner. Sat I just slept, hung out with Edie, Stella and Sarah and walked around the Village and then ran test on Sarah. Oh after karaoke I ended up sleeping over at Orson's house (I think I am up to norman)- he is jdate dude that I met a couple of weeks ago right before I unsubscribed (he is not Norman who was misrepresenting, boring loser who provided impetus to cut out of jdate). He is sweet and our hanging out as been cute and innocent. I was supposed to seem him again last night but really didnt' have any time and I clearly dont have time this week. I think I am not going to hang out with him anymore, even though he is adorable, I dont think it is going anywhere (I know it isn't it never was). He is interested in shabbat and services and stuff and I may invite him for those things but I hope that the date with Philip will go well on Wed (our phone call was fairly promising) and my cousin gave my number to Quincy who may also have potential. I want to focus on dating with purpose and I cant sleep over (even full clothed and totally innocent) at Orson's and then go on a date the next day with Philip or Quincy or anyone else. I think I figured that I could do it until someone proved to have real potential (at least someone I would see again) and that it might help relieve some pressure and anxiety and maybe I could have if I had time. I can't compromise my work or sleep or anything like that (or even give up hanging out with my friends) for Orson or anyone like him. And while dating random guys from jdate or eharmony adn corresponding with people who contact me through friendster or myspace (I only met one of them) might have help a certain amount of appeal it's time to stop. For one thing I know what I want and this isnt' in service of that goal and furthermore Sarah pointed out that I have been lucky thus far, all of the guys I have met have been relatively normal and nice but my luck isn't going to hold out forever. OK time to get started on my day....I'll check in later to make my progress

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