SHIT!!!!

Grades- B+ in neurochem, B+ in research methods, B+ in Advanced Physiology and A in Psychodiagnostics.
I just emailed my neurochem and research profs to find out how I did on the finals and papers as I did well on the midterms. I guess I did worse on the finals and papers than I thought. I suppose I should have written both papers prior to the night before they were due and worked harder on them and edited them more (or at all). I probably dont deserve better grades- I worked but I didnt really work hard. This is going to be bad for my GPA and I hope it doesnt adversely affect acceptances to grad school. I really need to get some publications this summer and I need to do better in the Fall. I can't believe this-I guess I was just hoping that my mediocre papers would continue to get As because so far it's been happening. I need to start stepping it up when writing papers.
I was feeling good - I had taken myself out to lunch and had a really good salad and was reading articles relating to lab work and Sinai research- now I just feel sick to my stomach.