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Frances - I heard from Frances who seems like he is still really into it and wants to see me this weekend. I don't think I am going to see him. There isn't any potential and it was fun and nice to be appreciated but he wasn't all that bright and it wasn't great. I can be appreciated by other men- i'm pretty great, men will recognize it, no need to distribute points for that. Since Frances took his sweet time getting in touch with me (and then was all "why didn't I hear from you? do you miss me?" - way to shift the onus to me) I don't feel bad about not getting in touch with him or not seeing him this weekend (or ever)
Gerald- guy from jdate that I am supposed to email when I get back to NY. He wants to get together for drinks. He is a 37 year old lawyer, I think he used to be religious and is currently an agnostic. I'll see if I end up contacting him when I get back to town.
Howard- Another guy from jdate- this one in baltimore, he is currently in Miami and will be back in Baltimore on Wednesday. I haven't told him that I think I will still be here until Thursday (going to Philly to see one of the eating disorder survivor speakers from the film who is currently inpatient at Renfrew and she isn't available during visiting hours until Thursday and I dont have to be in the lab until Friday). He is a grad student in non-profit management and looks cute- not sure I want to bother meeting him this time around. Maybe i'll keep in touch with him and see him next time. Although I could always change my mind and see him before I go.
Isidore- Guy I "met" on Jdate who drove up from DC to meet up with us last night. I was a bit (but not very) drunk when he showed up at 4 am. We ended up kissing on the couch in the bar within 5 minutes of meeting and then he came back to Lois' with me. We stayed up all night together and then went to his apt in DC in the morning and hung out there for the day. I left at about 8 or so. He said that we would speak tomorrow but I've had more than one guy tell me that and then I didn't hear from him, so we'll see. It was fun and comfortable and good play. I was thinking about sleeping with him. Does that make me a slut? Maybe,I kind of like being a slut though. I think I am ready to sleep with someone and it was comfortable and I don't want to be a 30 year old virgin. We would have slept together (possibly) had he not been exhausted from staying up all night. If I hear from him this week (he did IM to say goodnight and made reference to this slammin' chick who kept him up all night) maybe i'll sleep with him. i think he would make it a good experience and it wouldn't be this overhyped thing. We'll see. I'm not sure if this is going anywhere, if he wants it to or if I want it to or if it has potential but it was a nice day and a good experience.
Most importantly, I felt like I was comfortable with myself. I like who I am and I feel like people (men) will like me too. I'm relaxed and laid back and I really feel fortunate to have my friends and family (wow is that cheesy!). I feel like i am living my own life on my own terms. My dad did tell me that some rabbi told him that I would be engaged by Pesach- I'm not holding my breath.
Gerald- guy from jdate that I am supposed to email when I get back to NY. He wants to get together for drinks. He is a 37 year old lawyer, I think he used to be religious and is currently an agnostic. I'll see if I end up contacting him when I get back to town.
Howard- Another guy from jdate- this one in baltimore, he is currently in Miami and will be back in Baltimore on Wednesday. I haven't told him that I think I will still be here until Thursday (going to Philly to see one of the eating disorder survivor speakers from the film who is currently inpatient at Renfrew and she isn't available during visiting hours until Thursday and I dont have to be in the lab until Friday). He is a grad student in non-profit management and looks cute- not sure I want to bother meeting him this time around. Maybe i'll keep in touch with him and see him next time. Although I could always change my mind and see him before I go.
Isidore- Guy I "met" on Jdate who drove up from DC to meet up with us last night. I was a bit (but not very) drunk when he showed up at 4 am. We ended up kissing on the couch in the bar within 5 minutes of meeting and then he came back to Lois' with me. We stayed up all night together and then went to his apt in DC in the morning and hung out there for the day. I left at about 8 or so. He said that we would speak tomorrow but I've had more than one guy tell me that and then I didn't hear from him, so we'll see. It was fun and comfortable and good play. I was thinking about sleeping with him. Does that make me a slut? Maybe,I kind of like being a slut though. I think I am ready to sleep with someone and it was comfortable and I don't want to be a 30 year old virgin. We would have slept together (possibly) had he not been exhausted from staying up all night. If I hear from him this week (he did IM to say goodnight and made reference to this slammin' chick who kept him up all night) maybe i'll sleep with him. i think he would make it a good experience and it wouldn't be this overhyped thing. We'll see. I'm not sure if this is going anywhere, if he wants it to or if I want it to or if it has potential but it was a nice day and a good experience.
Most importantly, I felt like I was comfortable with myself. I like who I am and I feel like people (men) will like me too. I'm relaxed and laid back and I really feel fortunate to have my friends and family (wow is that cheesy!). I feel like i am living my own life on my own terms. My dad did tell me that some rabbi told him that I would be engaged by Pesach- I'm not holding my breath.
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