Trying..

Trying to get myself back in a good frame of mind. Trying to get back into feeling confident and on top of things. Trying to remember why I think I am awesome and cute and fun.
I had a really nice dinner with Dani and found a location for my party- Harry and Sally's apt- my mom said she would provide sushi, appetizers, wine and beer and Sophie said she would bake. A bunch of my cousins RSVPed that they were coming, it should be fun.
I dont know why I am not that excited about it or my ski trip with my parents and Erin anymore. I should probably get a normal night's sleep. I was going to swim with Aunt Karen tomorrow morning but I decided waking up at 5:30 (or even earlier since I had to retrieve my car) was not the best idea.
On deck for tomorrow- gym with Sally, meeting with Charlie about film project, getting together with Casey and possibly Aurora and another friend. We'll see how it turns out. I should go to the lab but i can probably get all of the stuff done on thursday when I have to be in the lab anyway. I have to get more on top of lab work in both labs.