Happy New Year

Food- still not back on cookie diet. I didn't eat all that much today though- chex and milk at Isidore's apt, soy latte and coke (in an attempt to wake up before driving back from DC), rib, hamburger and bun and corn on cob at Ray and Deborah's.
Lessons learned- everyone is freaking nuts, it's ok to be crazy too. I can really try to wait and have someone come to me, i'm worth it.
So far it's been a pretty good year. I am relaxed and was singing along to the radio as I drove back and forth from DC. And I've been feeling really lucky regarding the people in my life and feeling pretty OK with who I am. I dont know, I kind of feel like I am in a better position to date because I dont feel as anxious with contenders anymore and more importantly my definition of a contender has shifted. I think I am really less interested in a trophy boyfriend, i feel more confident in my ability to represent myself.
More later