Anxious?

I'm feeling kind of anxious but I may just be overtired or it may be the venti coffee, iced tea, half a whole wheat tuna melt and large pumpkin soup. (went to lunch with Will and Holden). maybe i'm anxious about Isidore, I dont know. i woke up feeling fine about him, even thinking that it didn't matter if i heard from him but now I getting kind of anxious about it. Is this the way I felt during the Arnie episode? Kind of feels that way.
Maybe i will feel more settled if I can finish up my work for lab (I have to re-do some of it that I thought I finished- I guess you shoudn't do labwork at 3 am) and some of my reading. I've been doing some reading but I really need to take notes. Perhaps I will even hit the gym with Lois tonight, god knows I really need to.
I am trying to book a trip with Lilah for my upcoming birthday weekend.