Dreams..

They have been pretty weird recently although I suppose that is the nature of dreams.
1- My brother and I went to visit Arnie's family and he was home but ran away as soon as he saw me and wouldn't come back downstairs.
2- I ran into Caleb and we had this really odd interaction
3- I hooked up with this guy I know peripherally for years who I have never had any interest in
and still i am procrastinating. I might have been more focused before I found out I got 2 As on my other midterms but i studied for those so if I dont get my butt in gear I wont follow up with a third
No word from Myron-- I am trying to remind myself that I am not sure that I like all the things I know about him, forget about all the things that I don't. Is it his preceived disinterest that makes me interested? Am I wired to just perceive disinterest? Lilah had some really helpful and encourgaging advice yesterday and I have mostly been feeling a lot better about it- still have been checking my email and phone. anyway I could say more about it but then i will be able to say less about the visual system tomorrow