I miss..

Arnie- which isn't even true because I don't know him. It's been so long and the time we spent together was so brief and there was the whole getting my car towed fiasco and his crazy family history and I know we wouldn't work- our lives wouldn't fit -- but I miss the way he thought I was beautiful. Told me I was beautiful. I miss the chemistry that we had. I miss feeling like someone wanted me that badly and we just had to attack each other in the car or elevator because we couldn't wait to get into the apt - staying up to all hours hooking up with someone even when I knew I had to wake up early in the morning (and I did wake up- I miss that too, pulling myself out of someone's bed, kissing them on the forehead and then heading to class). I guess I miss feeling connected to someone. Caring about someone and I guess I just miss intimacy. That was nice.