Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Consumption- running tally

Scrambled eggs with onions(made by my mom- i'm way too lazy for that) and coffee, Big coffee, 1/3 pound corn nuts while driving to school (wasn't hungry and still ate and finished the container), cantaloupe (cut up by my mom- see above- i went to carringtonville to swim at my aunt karen's house (5o laps) and then stopped at the house to get checks from my parents and my new laptop), whole wheat bagel with cheese, lettuce, onion and mustard and water- now sucking on lollipop to get rid of that taste.
Leaving the lab after doing very little actual pysch research work (if any)- going to meet Joan before appt with second good therapist (2gt) and then meeting power girls club for dinner. Stay tuned for the rest of todays intake and "little big deal"

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

i don't even know how much i've noshed today. it's been like that for a week. not sure why i'm suddenly in such a feeding frenzy but i've also been exercising less and all of it has me a little nervous. things keep coming up: dinners, goings out, dates, not enough time to make my usual healthy breakfast and lunch. and then my apartmnet's boiling which entitles the tenant to eat unlimited quantities of ice cream. but that's just details: there must be some reason that i am sabotaging my regimen every time i get near 130 lbs, like i'm afraid to go the extra few lbs it'll take to be at my goal. maybe i'm afraid of what it'll mean if i am as fit as i'll ever be and i go shopping for great clothes, and i still won't be as smart or as driven and focused as i think i should be... and i still won't be fascinating or gorgrous enough to attract any handsome men that i might find attractive. i'll just be a really fit average girl.

12:49 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

just to empathize...

12:50 AM  

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