Encapsulated weekend so far
Food- Friday night- Challah, strawberry soup, deli roll, teriyaki chicken, sweet potato pie, broccoli kugel,noodle kugel, watermelon, babka, diet coke.
Sat- 4 chocolate chip cookies, mango, sesame pasta salad, merlot, vouvray, taco salad and a burrito
Small Victories- going out for a walk instead of spending the whole day in my apt, cleaning my apt,
Notes that I have scribbled this week (I may expound on any of these later)- 1-I've been thinking about Jack, not a lot but considering I met him for all of a week almost a year ago, I'm not sure why I have an impulse to get in touch with him. Jack was this guy that was so different from what I thought I wanted. His brother in law asked me to hang out with him while he was in town - had I not felt obligated to his bro-in-law, I never would have gone out with him. He wasn't really educated and he wasn't religious and he was short and balding and crude. But we just got along and I was really attracted to him. Our first date was 14 hours and our few kisses were amongst the best I have had. And then he went back to where he came from and I never heard from him again. And I never contacted him either, even when I went to his hometown- rare show of pride. however, I did just email his bro-in-law about a couple of things and asked for his e-mail address as well. I hope I won't use it. 2- I am the queen of spin, I feel like I am always managing my PR even when things are bad, I control the presentation of information. 3- I seem to have this aversion to average. Things have to be dramatic- i am feeling great or miserable. For a while I thought I was cyclothymic. I am either damaged or powerful- member of power girls or broken girls. What if I was just a girl?
Dates- RLS 2-favor to my dad (having him pay my rent can be a Faustian bargian)dude was old but really nice but i was fairly bored- Thursday night dinner; RMBS(Random Mortgage Banker Set-up)didn't really have a chance to refuse as it came from a friend of my grandmothers who said this was the son of her favorite cousin, REGS (Random English Guy Set-up)when I informed her that I was less religious than my family she asked me if I kept Shabbat and then when I told her I wore pants, she advised that I not wear one on a first date. Because misrepresenting yourself always works out so well. Dude has been to a bar once and had one G&T. He seemed nice but really boring. We'll see tomorrow afternoon; REGS will be on Tuesday night- set up through my sister's sister-in-law, he apparently is successful but hasn't been to college which might have been a dealbreaker before Jack and without considering Seymour. still waiting to hear from RLS 1 since he returned from his trip on Wednesday. Just trying to rack up the stars. Don't really have any big hopes for anyone and I dont' even know if i would be ready if one of them would turn out to be a contender.

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