Today's Playlist
Never met a girl like you before- Thanks Lilah
I write sins not tragedies by Panic at the Disco- in honor of Sally's VMA performance
and unfortunately- ain't no other man and sexy back - i heard while working out this morning.
I am going to try to go sleep now as I have my first neuropsysiology class in the morning. It doesnt feel like the first day and I don;t have any of the excitement or anxiety associated with starting a new program because I have been in this school for 2 years in some capacity. I think I need to start my applications to other programs. I want that new experience.
Other random notes -
week down on the diet and 2 consecutive exercise days- yay!
It was good to be at the bone marrow drive today, I haven't done it in a while and I forgot how good it makes you feel to volunteer when it in not in service of your career but just to help someone else.
Been dealing with a lot of friend's drama- it is entertaining at times (not when they are hurt) and I like it that they confide in me but I also feel somewhat helpless as I can't realy make them feel better. It bothers me that they are hurt but then I get concerned that it should bother me more. I really am that neurotic. And I feel inadequate at times.
hooking friends up is a weird thing, i want my friends to like each other and i think all my friends should meet but I dont neccesarily want them to establish relationships that are stronger than the ones they have with me- I am not proud of it but I also know that it is a human impulse. In terms of dating it would depend if I really thought it might work- not that people ask your permission
I write sins not tragedies by Panic at the Disco- in honor of Sally's VMA performance
and unfortunately- ain't no other man and sexy back - i heard while working out this morning.
I am going to try to go sleep now as I have my first neuropsysiology class in the morning. It doesnt feel like the first day and I don;t have any of the excitement or anxiety associated with starting a new program because I have been in this school for 2 years in some capacity. I think I need to start my applications to other programs. I want that new experience.
Other random notes -
week down on the diet and 2 consecutive exercise days- yay!
It was good to be at the bone marrow drive today, I haven't done it in a while and I forgot how good it makes you feel to volunteer when it in not in service of your career but just to help someone else.
Been dealing with a lot of friend's drama- it is entertaining at times (not when they are hurt) and I like it that they confide in me but I also feel somewhat helpless as I can't realy make them feel better. It bothers me that they are hurt but then I get concerned that it should bother me more. I really am that neurotic. And I feel inadequate at times.
hooking friends up is a weird thing, i want my friends to like each other and i think all my friends should meet but I dont neccesarily want them to establish relationships that are stronger than the ones they have with me- I am not proud of it but I also know that it is a human impulse. In terms of dating it would depend if I really thought it might work- not that people ask your permission
posted by Zoe at 10:33 PM
2 Comments:
stop it. stop worrying bout feeling that way, that is. #1) its normal (remember u pointed it out to me re: L and T? ) and its ok babe. i aim to entertain :)
#2) it ain't gonna happen. that would require together shit and so needless to say.......
#3) i know that whatever pangs u had u would never stand in the way if you thought i'd be happy. i trust you completely in this, so relax :)
that cracks me up...i don't become friends with my friends' friends. i don't know why it works out that way. it's not as if i have a rule or a reason for it. sometimes i really like the other person. but they'll always be the friends' friend and an independent relationship never develops. i could never figure out why that is; in fact i think it's rather odd and a testament to my lack of social skills.
don't fret about not being more upset for your friends' pain. its about sympathy, not empathy. it's really not possible to be as upset as your friend is because things are always less emotional and clearer, more rediculous from the outside. there's no reason for you to be miserable too, and no one expects you to be. in fact, if you were distraught as well, you would make a pretty bad "support network" when your friends needed a pick-me-up.
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