Do I know anything?

Do I think that Arnie and I would be a good idea (if we could work stuff out or if we lived in the same country)? Do I think we would work or that we want the same things (do i even know what i want?)probably not but im not sure i care. I think I would want the chance to explore a relationship with him. I think it might be a good experience for both of us even if I don't think it would work out- although it is all academic at this point.
I spoke to polly today. I love her and I want to be the person that she thinks I am but I totally didn't engage with her today and I'm not sure why.
I spoke to Lois tonight and I realized that I often don't know the right advice or the correct interpretation of a situation.