Its not revolutionary but it's true

I think what drew me to REGS was that he was so comfortable with himself. He was just relaxed. And I think that is what RMBS liked about me on Sunday. I was totally comfortable with myself. the song running through my head now is get it together. ("think its ???? that we can finally get it together"- dont' really know more words than that).
What gets me is that this random guy can shake my confidence in myself. Why am I ceding that kind of power to a man i dont' know. He shouldn't have any ability to affect my sense of myself-how do I get to that place? how do i stop giving away control of my self image?
Now I am really going to sleep
Quick rundown- no exercise
Iced mocha, 3 little cheddar chive scones, chocolate croissant, fruit salad, iced caramel machiatto, soy chips, water, mango, glass of wine, can of beer, water