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I have to be up early as I have to be in the lab at 8 tomorrow. I figured I should check in on the blog since I found time to check out guys on jdate even though i should be sleeping. Still in PMS mode - at least in terms of eating. I have to get back on track- or I have to get my period so maybe I will stop if I lose my excuse. Today wasn't terrible, I made some good choices and had some produce and protein but I made some bads choices as well. Hopefully tomorrow will bring better things.
Things at the lab are going well and I got a lot done today and then I started looking at websites for the schools that I think I will re-apply to, as of yet none of them are available. The first application goes online August 14th- I think I am going to try to get the annoying busy work part of the application out of the way before school starts. I have to contact the schools to see if I need to re-apply or if I should just supplement my last application. If I could do the latter, that would be great.
Yesterday, I didn't do any reading (I justified it by saying that I don't have to start reading for class before it starts.) I didn't exercise or go to dinner with holden. I did babysit for James for 4 hours so Sophie could study and I did visit Becca. I went to bed early (with a little help from ambien) instead of going to a party with Elle. Earlier in the day when we discussed it, I was excited to be social and I was feeling good about myself but after I overate at my aunt's house when I was supposed to be exercising, I just vegged in front of the TV and slept by my parents. Not a stellar day- but not tragic.
I love my friends, I hung out with Elle and had dinner with Sarah (who is sleeping over tonight) and I was thinking that I love my Elle and my Sarah and my Becca (who I am going to spend the weekend with) and I'm lucky to have them in my life and I know that it is because I deserve it. I guess a lot of my friendships are like my mutual admiration soceity with Harry.
Tommorrow I hope to finish my 2 drafts -entries that are a little less mundane.
Dating update- Going out with RTSS on Sunday night- we had a brief and uneventful conversation tonight, my cousin gave my number to RCS (random caterer set-up) and informed me about it after the fact and I have been playing phone tag with RLS 4 (i think we are up to lawyer #4) whose last name is the same as the last name of TGT 2 (the second good therapist). As my dad said tonight it is quality not quantity- let' s hope there is quality to be found.
Things at the lab are going well and I got a lot done today and then I started looking at websites for the schools that I think I will re-apply to, as of yet none of them are available. The first application goes online August 14th- I think I am going to try to get the annoying busy work part of the application out of the way before school starts. I have to contact the schools to see if I need to re-apply or if I should just supplement my last application. If I could do the latter, that would be great.
Yesterday, I didn't do any reading (I justified it by saying that I don't have to start reading for class before it starts.) I didn't exercise or go to dinner with holden. I did babysit for James for 4 hours so Sophie could study and I did visit Becca. I went to bed early (with a little help from ambien) instead of going to a party with Elle. Earlier in the day when we discussed it, I was excited to be social and I was feeling good about myself but after I overate at my aunt's house when I was supposed to be exercising, I just vegged in front of the TV and slept by my parents. Not a stellar day- but not tragic.
I love my friends, I hung out with Elle and had dinner with Sarah (who is sleeping over tonight) and I was thinking that I love my Elle and my Sarah and my Becca (who I am going to spend the weekend with) and I'm lucky to have them in my life and I know that it is because I deserve it. I guess a lot of my friendships are like my mutual admiration soceity with Harry.
Tommorrow I hope to finish my 2 drafts -entries that are a little less mundane.
Dating update- Going out with RTSS on Sunday night- we had a brief and uneventful conversation tonight, my cousin gave my number to RCS (random caterer set-up) and informed me about it after the fact and I have been playing phone tag with RLS 4 (i think we are up to lawyer #4) whose last name is the same as the last name of TGT 2 (the second good therapist). As my dad said tonight it is quality not quantity- let' s hope there is quality to be found.
posted by Zoe at 12:56 AM
2 Comments:
1) This blog paints a fairly neurotic picture of you, but i guess that's normal.
2) Why did you tell me about your blog, again. Aren't tell-all sex blogs supposed to be a secret?
3) Man, the internet is just a treasure trove of info. It's crazy the details you can find (actually, to the point of being a lil scary--ie 5 Carmine St?)
4) I say that the best relationships just work. They feel natural and you don't spend 1/2 a day 2nd guessing whether you should actually be with the person.That's for much later in a relationship.
5) Lose Mr. Vanilla and his cousins Captain Bland & Dr Drab ASAP. You seem like a compelling person. Stick with the compelling guys.
5) How would you like to go out for a drink tonight around 7p?
1- I am this neurotic but I am also totally worth it.
2- I don't really consider this a tell all sex blog- it's about me and my experiences (and not that much sex- anyone who reads it for salacious content will be sorely disappointed. Anyway it was safe to tell you b/c you dont' know me or any of my friends or family.
3- not sure what you mean by 5 carmine st.
4- I'm sure you are right about relationships, I am just prone to overanalysis- it does not benefit me in any way
5- I like to think I am compelling and I try to find compelling guys- unfortunately they seem to be in short supply. Ideally I would like to meet a compelling guy who is in possession of good values and a modicum of integrity.
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