Disappointment

I suspended my jdate membership- it has never really worked for me and at this point, I am only using it to stalk RMDPHDS. I am having a great weekend with the girls. A bunch of us came to Chloe's parents for the weekend since they live right by the beach. We spent a few hours on the beach today and we spent a lot of time talking and eating (I ate WAY MORE than I should) and laughing. I am having a great time with them. The only cloud is that I didn't hear from RMDPHDS so I guess we are not going out tomorrow. I think I have to stop thinking that if someone asks me out on a second date they want to see me. I am fun and smart and I think someone will want to see me and want to spend time with me, someone else. Guys who don't want me are not worth chasing. No one is worth chasing. I want someone to want me and value me. I have a lot of friends who value me, I will find a guy who does as well. I have been having a really good time and I want to be able to have an untainted time at the beach tomorrow. Relax and read and hang out with the girls. Now I think it is time to get some sleep.