Insecure by any other name

I can call it non game playing or confident or breezy or whatever I want but it doesn't change what it is. I choose not to believe in myself and I choose not to tolerate the uncertainty and then I do stupid things, the kind of things that can screw something up before it even starts.
i am better than this- live with uncertianty- i can hlep it- i made a choice and i made the wrong one- do i ever belive someone will like me enough- seomoene worthwhile? i don't want to fuck this up by being neurotic. what do i do? he is in his first month of residency in CT!!! be patient- and have confidence in myself
I made a commitment to myself when I stopped speaking to Caleb and I have to make the same commitment to myself again. I need to have faith in myself. I have to believe in myself.