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Song- Collide (i think its wishful thinking)
Food- one week down! Today I had eggs and melon for breakfast, apple chips with walnut butter, coffee, water, half a turkey and corned beef on rye, caesar salad, grilled chicken and lots of water and my vitamins- wasn't a perfect day as I was low on fruits and veggies but pretty good.
Recap- Brit in morning- another baby James, lab- we ran pilot subject and it went pretty well, I think I know what is going on and how everything works, meeting for upcoming fundraiser, shopping at sephora and urban outfitters, going to see "susan and god" at mint theater with Joan- we liked it but it's not for everyone. Met Harry and Sally for drinks
Today's lessons- I need to be more careful about my time management and I have to realize that I can't do everything, at least not at the same time. Optimistic scheduling adversely affects other people- I have good intentions and bad planning and as Joan says, it is preferable to the other way 'round but I need to stop making people wait or overscheduling myself. And I have to be honest with myself about what I am doing and why. I need to make sure I am not making things more complex and difficult than they need be. I need to evaluate myself accurately and be honest with myself about my intentions. It's true that I need to be kind to myself but I can't justify things to myself and I can't pretend that things are out of my hands when they are not or that because I don't care about something, it isn't important. I need to stop the self=congratulation (wanting to set people up is nice, but what are my motives- do I just want to feel like a good person or look like a good person?)
Can I be in this for the long haul?
Dating update- No word yet (i hope) from RMDPHDS but I got a message tonight from RMMS (Random middle management set up) on my voicemail.
Other noteworthy facts- Today is Lilah's birthday! Happy Birthday Sweetie, I wish I could spend it with you.
Food- one week down! Today I had eggs and melon for breakfast, apple chips with walnut butter, coffee, water, half a turkey and corned beef on rye, caesar salad, grilled chicken and lots of water and my vitamins- wasn't a perfect day as I was low on fruits and veggies but pretty good.
Recap- Brit in morning- another baby James, lab- we ran pilot subject and it went pretty well, I think I know what is going on and how everything works, meeting for upcoming fundraiser, shopping at sephora and urban outfitters, going to see "susan and god" at mint theater with Joan- we liked it but it's not for everyone. Met Harry and Sally for drinks
Today's lessons- I need to be more careful about my time management and I have to realize that I can't do everything, at least not at the same time. Optimistic scheduling adversely affects other people- I have good intentions and bad planning and as Joan says, it is preferable to the other way 'round but I need to stop making people wait or overscheduling myself. And I have to be honest with myself about what I am doing and why. I need to make sure I am not making things more complex and difficult than they need be. I need to evaluate myself accurately and be honest with myself about my intentions. It's true that I need to be kind to myself but I can't justify things to myself and I can't pretend that things are out of my hands when they are not or that because I don't care about something, it isn't important. I need to stop the self=congratulation (wanting to set people up is nice, but what are my motives- do I just want to feel like a good person or look like a good person?)
Can I be in this for the long haul?
Dating update- No word yet (i hope) from RMDPHDS but I got a message tonight from RMMS (Random middle management set up) on my voicemail.
Other noteworthy facts- Today is Lilah's birthday! Happy Birthday Sweetie, I wish I could spend it with you.
posted by Zoe at 1:22 AM
3 Comments:
wish you could too babe. As it was, i had a great time. filled it up with tons of freinds and lots of liquor. couldn't ask for more. ('cept for the obvious ;)
Really amazing! Useful information. All the best.
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I like it! Good job. Go on.
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