Why finish one of 4 existing drafts..
When you can just start a new post? It's been a good couple of days. I have mostly stuck to my diet, I went to the gym yesterday with Sally and will be swimming with my aunt Karen in the morning, I FINALLY scheduled an interview to volunteer for Mt Sinai's SAVI program (it's a rape advocacy program that is run through 6 Manhattan hospitals- If I am accepted, I have to train on Saturdays so if anyone knows anywhere I can stay near 98th and Madison for 5 consecutive Shabbatot in Oct-Nov, please let me know, I would rather not walk from Soho), got a really good facial and my skin is finally looking OK (not great, but I'll take OK), had lunch with Madeleine, had dinner and watched Deadwood with Juliet (after getting rainchecked by RMDPHDS - not a highlight of the day but we rescheduled for Sunday), had a productive meeting at Sinai, spoke to some people for the eating disorder project, saw Scanner Darkly with Aurora, had dinner with Grace, RLS1 stopped by to pick up my leftover gazpacho and we all hung out for a while (we also rainchecked seeing Once in a Lifetime- these guys' work is killing me), got some other community stuff out of the way and finally caught up with Sarah after her trip (we also made plans to see each other on Thursday- i'm super excited). I have just had a really good time with my friends the past couple of days and I have a full day scheduled at lab and have dinner plans with Stella and our third roommate and I am looking forward to Sarah's birthday weekend. It's all good whether or not I end up seeing RMDPHDS- I almost prefer not to speak to him or see him - do I think it won't go well or am I scared of actually going through dating? I think I am so averse to the uncertainty that i would rather just know but do I not want to know if the answer is NO, do I just want to postpone the inevitable? Maybe I should be focusing on RLS1, he is really nice and cute and smart and he seems to think I am great and nice and funny. I don't want to feel like I am trying too hard or overthinking- i just want to be me, maybe that is why I almost dread seeing what happens on a second date with RMDPHDS, maybe i'm not sure i'll be me. I think I like me. As I told Grace tonight, I am learning to embrace my craziness, as Lilah told me, if I was normal she would be bored of me.
posted by Zoe at 12:40 AM
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I think I know someone, Actually I know I know someone who lives on madison and 97th, the only question is that they are going to Europe for 3 months starting in Aug. The question is whether they want to let someone stay in their apartment on weekends or whether they might be willing to rent their place for a few weekends or whatever. Anyway we should talk. This is Sally from the Gym's husband.
Also, I can't believe you did not pick up a plot against America. SOmeone here is reading it and absolutlely loves it. Like first born son loves it. I Love PR and would have stolen it from you in a second, and seeing as how you have laxersecurity than B and N I was excited. I packed up a walk in the woods and cannot find it, so I don't know about bryson.
Thanks so much. I would totally appreciate if you could look into that for me.
BTW-you're Harry and if you think Plot against american is that good then I will get it- that is the right motivation :)
Keep up the good work. thnx!
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