Mawwiage is what brings us together today

Drew was saying how he doesn't date because he doesn't want to get married and when I asked him why, he told me that I didn't want to get married either. And I was thinking about it- is he right? Do I want to get married, I think I do but do I really? I am not even sure I know what being married means- I want to belong to someone and have them belong to me- or at least I think I do. Am I scared? If so, of what? Do I even really want to be dating? I have to learn to tolerate the uncertainty that is inherent in dating, allow things to be slow and not be looking toward something that I am even not sure that I know what it is. Seriously, what do I want? I feel like I really don't know.