Kind of a weird night

not nearly enough studying, too much internet surfing and talking to Pacey (he wanted me to come over and I wanted to be distracted) and then too much composing emails to Arnie- intention was not to send it and then i did- talk about lack of self control, it was immediately followed by an email asking him to disregard previous email, because those always work out so well. I need to let go- he has and he wants me to as well. it's late. i need to get some studying done and stop thinking about arnie or anything other than neuro-anatomy. starting now!