In other news...

Got nothing done today- I am going to Lia's as soon as they get home from services tomorrow and I have to just buckle down and work!!!
Totally feel like holing up on my couch and watching TV and going to sleep but I am going to make myself go to Sean and Kim's for dinner and then out with SAVI girls. I know that being with people who value me will make me feel better.
I keep thinking about the way Myron said he doesnt know what he wants and he is fucked up and I am sadly, so drawn to that, I feel like I want to help him figure it out. And I know that it is not emotionally healthy to want some who is emotionally fucked up and I know that I want to be thinking about someone who thinks about me. he is not thinking about me and won't be until he wants to get off (and maybe not even then).
Inner wild child has to be indulged in context of a relationship. i think i can sneak someone upstairs at my aunt's house but it needs to be my boyfriend, not a second date.
Need to relax. let go and stop trying to control everything