Back to leavened life, Back to reality

At the airport with my dad (solo flying with Dad- oh it's going to be a good time) about to head back to NY. Heading back to school in the morning as I soon as I get in. Vacation such as it was is over and now I have to start working on trying to get this internship, upcoming parlor meetings for ED movie, neurochem presentation and all the other fun stuff. I am excited to get back to my life and it was a nice holiday with the family. I got to spend a lot of time with Jamie and Adam and I got to know Meg. I should be back in LA in August and then October for family festivities. I feel like I have been pretty out of touch with my life. I miss my school friends and the Village crowd and my SAVI girls. I think it will be good to get immersed in school again. I will see if I hear from Myron but I am not really counting on it and I waver in terms of thinking if I care or not. Do I tell myself I don't like him because I think I won't hear from him or did I try to convince myself that I was more into him than I was because I had a good time with him. We didn't really connect and I am not sure he shares any of my interests - although I do think he is fun and interesting. I have to let go and just see what happens. I think I am going to cancel eharmony. I don't think that it is the route to go. I asked Will to ask his friend who knows tons of people from all over the place and happens to be the president of my fan club if he knows anyone for me. I think I will just go back to trying to get out there and meet people and trying to be proactive. And I dont think I will invite any of the guys on my flight to meet me in the restroom on the plane but you never know.