Is this what contentment feels like?
I should be studying for my stats exam and writing up my paper proposal for Neuroanatomy so I'll be brief. I'm good. I feel relaxed (for the most part) and comfortable with myself and just good. Sure, I need to exercise and start eating better and it would be nice to get a normal night's sleep....
Weekend was great. It was wonderful to spend time with downtown crew on Friday night. I just feel like I can be myself (and now I even think I know what that means). I feel authentic and appreciated. Saturday, I had SAVI training. I am really excited that I am doing this. Saturday night, I drove down to Baltimore with Elle and we went out with Lois. I had a really good time and went to sleep pretty late. Woke up early the next day to have breakfast with Will and Holden and then drove to punkin chunkin. It was nice to spend the day outdoors and the event was kind of insane. Highlight was definitely dancing in a cornfield to "Sweet Home Alabama" with Elle. We had dinner with Lois and Clark and another couple when we got back and then we smoked up. It was my first time. I was ready to try it and it was a good oppurtunity. It was fine, I'm sure if I really got stoned or was just tired and buzzed from the 3 glasses of wine with dinner. I just felt really mellow. I would do it again but I don't particularly feel the need to do it anytime soon.
Drove back to NY at 3:30 and went to class at 8 am and then to T2GT. Took a nap and now I am trying to study. I'm still pretty tired.
Carl and I spoke on Sat night and have been texting since then. We haven't been able to talk again but I think we might meet tomorrow night. I think it is better to meet earlier rather than later to see how the biochemistry is between us before we get more attached over the phone and email. In any event, he is a fun distraction and I think that I am feeling pretty comfortable with myself about it.
Back to the grindstone
Weekend was great. It was wonderful to spend time with downtown crew on Friday night. I just feel like I can be myself (and now I even think I know what that means). I feel authentic and appreciated. Saturday, I had SAVI training. I am really excited that I am doing this. Saturday night, I drove down to Baltimore with Elle and we went out with Lois. I had a really good time and went to sleep pretty late. Woke up early the next day to have breakfast with Will and Holden and then drove to punkin chunkin. It was nice to spend the day outdoors and the event was kind of insane. Highlight was definitely dancing in a cornfield to "Sweet Home Alabama" with Elle. We had dinner with Lois and Clark and another couple when we got back and then we smoked up. It was my first time. I was ready to try it and it was a good oppurtunity. It was fine, I'm sure if I really got stoned or was just tired and buzzed from the 3 glasses of wine with dinner. I just felt really mellow. I would do it again but I don't particularly feel the need to do it anytime soon.
Drove back to NY at 3:30 and went to class at 8 am and then to T2GT. Took a nap and now I am trying to study. I'm still pretty tired.
Carl and I spoke on Sat night and have been texting since then. We haven't been able to talk again but I think we might meet tomorrow night. I think it is better to meet earlier rather than later to see how the biochemistry is between us before we get more attached over the phone and email. In any event, he is a fun distraction and I think that I am feeling pretty comfortable with myself about it.
Back to the grindstone
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