Bulimia
Is this "last hurrah" and then lemonade diet a new form of binge-purging? The only times I have gained weight this fast and gotten this heavy have been when I was bulimic (you eat SO much that purging barely makes a dent) so it makes sense that my mom would conjecture that I am not happy- because I look the way I did when I was really bulimic. It's my long ingrained pattern and it makes sense that I would return to it- but why now?
posted by Zoe at 11:31 AM
3 Comments:
Zoe,
I know your going through a hard time
now but please try not to return to purging. I am sure this is very painful for you. please feel free to call anytime you need a friend or just to say hi. I understand you because I struggle with my own weight issues.
love,
queen
girl, don't think about it so much -- this getting thin for the wedding is a one time deal. then its healthy living day to day. if you have to wear a different dress big fucking deal. i am whippin your ass into shape -- as you will do with mine.
you get used to eating certain quantities, at certain times, certain foods -- you are slowly freeing from those chains. this crazy ass lemonade thing is a kick start band aid and no way in hell are you going to continue it after this wedding
Oh there is no way that I am continuing with lemonade after the wedding! I am hoping I use it as a platform to start a healthy eating lifestyle- we'll see. Hopefully we will get both of our minds and bodies in shape in terms of eating.
Post a Comment
<< Home