Lullaby blogging

Must get to sleep- of course now that I am home I am not tired anymore. Meeting Sally at the gym at 8 am. I went with her this morning which was part of the reason that I was late for my date with Simon. Other reasons include staying out until after 5 last night. At least it was a good night. I went to sketchfest with Harry, Sally and Elle. We then went to see Ocean's 13 and then Elle and I went to a bar/club for a drink and then went to new guy that I met in Baltimore's apt (we'll call him Otto) and had some wine, watched TV, hung out and smoked a little pot.
I am going into the lab tomorrow and have a meeting at Sinai and then hope to be hanging out with Lia (who will always tell me I am perfect if I feel rejected or if she thinks I am focusing on a guy who isn't worth it- and how many of them are worth it? Much fewer than the number to whom I have ceded that power).
Ok i guess bottom line on Simon was that I had a nice time (we went to a Yankee game) and while there wasn't amazing chemistry (and that guy is about as close to 5'6 as I am) we had a nice time and I would go out with him again but I dont think I am going to hear from him which immediately imbued him with some measure of importance. He is not worth obsessing over or worrying about. What is worth worrying about is why I stayed out until 5 am when I knew I had a date the next afternoon and I wanted to go to the gym in the morning?
If not losing weight is holding me back from meeting someone and I claim I want to meet someone- why aren't I working on losing weight?