Long time coming

I know it has been over a month since I last posted. I kind of felt like I didn't have that much to say or I didn't have that much time to say it. It was a month of exams, holidays, catching up at work and with friends. I think it was all good. Some of everything. Now I am heading straight into crazy zone- all good things (well papers aren't good but they are serving some productive function- of sorts). I think it all wouldn't be so bad if not for the applications.
I can handle giving up two whole weekends to facilitate at SAVI training and school and Mt Sinai and moving forward on the movie and hopefully seeing patients (anyone I am supposed to assess cancels- should I be taking this personally?) - if I didnt' have to submit applications, particularly if I didnt' have to write a personal statement, I wouldn't have oodles of time but I would at least be less anxious (I think).
OK I should probably go and work on applications before training. Yay diving right in!