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That is pretty much how I am feeling now- Blah. Basically not feeling much at all. I don't feel happy or sad or upset or angry or hurt or excited. I just feel Blah- I guess I feel kind of stuck and like I am sort of at loose ends. Not sure if it is taking some time out because of my back that makes me feel out of touch or if I think I shouldn't have taken it. Was my back really that bad or did I just indulge myself- should I be getting back to the lab today or is it OK to go back tomorrow.
Hanging out at my aunt's house now- my brother is heading over here for a swimming lesson. I guess I should get back to the city tonight in time to meet Muffy- does my back still hurt or even if it does should I be moving past it? Am I looking for an excuse to drop out of life?