Small Victory

I woke up at 6:15 this morning and went swimming. I weighed myself after swimming and I was 181 on my aunt's scale- I could attribute it to being sopping wet or I could attribute it to the cake and ice cream I ate yesterday. I am going to try and take ownership for my weight and my responsibility for it. I had looked in the mirror on Friday after I showered, post- swimming and it wasn't that bad, not that good but it was OK. I could claim that as my body and work with it. Tried that again this morning and not so much. I am trying to move forward to get anywhere other than stuck.