Integration

I know that I need to integrate all the versions of me and create a cohesive identity instead of trying on identities like outfits and wearing them for as long as I can. To a certain extent all of the outfits are me but they aren't the only me at any given time. Some people think I am totally emotionally healthy and others probably think that I am completely neurotic, I can be outgoing and friendly and approachable or I can be reclusive and pathetic and lonely. I am the damaged girl that keeps this blog and dropped out of college numerous times before graduating and the girl who has been bulimic for almost half her life and I am the community organizer, straight A student, overacheiver, and I am the fun, fiesty, firecracker who loves to do things and the girl who can spend days on end on her couch. Just gotta get it together