On the verge

T2GT told me that he feels like I am on the verge of all these things I want and I just just have to push through. I am thinking that he is right. And I am getting frustrated with myself that I am happy to be on my way- enough of that! I don't want to be moving in the right direction. I want to be getting somewhere. I think I have been complacent and been happy to be on path- no more- it's time to be on target. I need to get a little more proactive about pursuing my goals. (Not just get in shape goal which I have been pursuing, sometimes to the exclusion of others). Goals- write paper for publication, read up on research relating to labs, get more clinical experience ---> get into grad school. Social life- get out more, do more fun things, enjoy summer in the city. Movie- raise money and start production. And I want to do this while still working out (I may have to start waking up earlier- i'm getting up tomorrow to swim so i should really get to bed now) and spending time with family. I also need a new day planner since I can't find mine and I have to stop trying to keep it all in my head - writing it down might also help me make more efficient plans.