what is going on (?)

So it looks like Erin might be going out with Holden's best friend, who she has known her whole life. If she does, she may just end up engaged to him before my next birthday. And then I will be the last single Carrington- the official spinster sister. At that point I may just decide that bulimia is for sissies and it is time to give anorexia a try.
In other news, I have to stop procrastinating- I didn't get nearly enough done today and I am so behind schedule (and that was before I got another assessment passed on to me). This is good- this is progress and I have time to do all of it, as long as I do it and don't waste the massive amounts of time that I wasted today. Am I avoiding socializing (like the party Stella had in our apt last night) because I have too much work? Or because I am hiding from something? And I keep getting nauseous- psychosomatic? or just eating too much crap? Both are equally plausible.
I think I am going to take my tea and journal article and climb into bed and try to wake up early and make good use of my day tomorrow. I should go into Brain lab but I also need to go to inpatient unit at Sinai to finish assessment (and call his mom to schedule assessment with her) and I need to write this paper by next Tuesday. (I read 6 papers today and I didn't write up my notes on them - not really enough progress). Let's see how the day goes- hopefully I will be really productive. We'll see.