Heading to Bed

I had my day of mourning, which was slightly truncated by hearing from Arnie and tomorrow I have to go back to life. I gave my prof some bullshit excuse so I could push off my exam as studying was just not happening today - tomorrow I have to study and get ready for this exam and I have to prepare for my meeting at Sinai. Time to recommit to my life, especially graduate school. I need to get back on top of my work. I am going to go to sleep (slightly nauseous from dinner with Sarah) and wake up early and I hope to have a productive day. Although i am going to sleep in Arnie's t-shirt, which still smells like him but I imagine that it will be gone by morning. I also made a date to go to the gym with Sally tomorrow. Time to go to sleep, I'm exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster and I'm not sure if I have gotten off yet.